It all comes down to who's by your side.

Happy Birthday Mum

2009-04-14T13:38:00.002+08:00

*taken at Harbourfront Walk, Singapore*

Wishing my mummy, PG HAJJAH HAMIDAH @HAMIDEH PG TAJUDDIN
a happy 53rd birthday

may allah bless you always ~ amin

Love from your ~
Husband, Hj Abdullah Sali Haji Adam
Kids , Norazlinah Hj Abdullah Sali & Masra Mappy
Norhafilah Hj Abdullah Sali
Norhafizzah Hj Abdullah Sali

Kuala Lumpur 1st - 5th April

2009-04-07T14:05:00.006+08:00

I just got back from Kuala Lumpur on the 5th April after having a holiday with my families. Bah atu tah saja kali...nanti tah ku taruh g gambar lain ah....ngaleh ku hahaha mwah to be continue.....

I'm 20!!!!

2009-03-20T19:25:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum;

As you all know, today is my 20th birthday. Well all I can say is that, thank you so much to those yang greet dari tangah malam hinggalah ke saat ini....

big thank you to:

Nudiah,
Deej,
Sheema,
Ria,
Sakura,
Rabiqah,
Teeqz,
Syidah,
Aunty hjh
Ammie,

not to forget:
semua yang greet dari MSN and Facebook... tq so much...
ada dah tu ku balas ehhe no worries..

Thanx MD-ians... yang berpuluh2 urg meng-greet,

my cousins,

AMAN, FARID, HAKEEM, HADI, ABG AMY, AMY, DILAH, ZEERAH....

yang pentingnya semu lah....
nda ku tersabut bh....banyak...

19 turning 20

2009-03-19T19:20:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum;

how are you people? good? no? so yeah less than 4 1/2 hours lagi I'm turning 20. fuhh tua eyh..no more teens life. tapinya.... dari segi umur ganya tu, dari segi the way my parents treat me, terlebih macam kanak kanak... ahhahaha banar eyh..nda saya tipu tu lai.

so erm my purpose to post anie (ceyhhh lama bh nda buat serious posts iatah masa nya nie) just to release my tension at the same time, kan mengingati kali terakhir aku d umur berbelasan. banar plg ada yang iski kan birthday anie... tapinya...jgn silap...ada jua urang meninggal dunia sama datenya dengan durang meninggal... coincidence? nda la... janjinya dah tu dengan Allah.

so erm.. at the same time, it's nearly two days day I tried to avoid my loved ones *sp?* sapa? biarlah rahsia..maybe banyak dah tau..tapinya..persoalan..sapa? ahhaha *mcm banyak anie wah* tapinya kan nda dapat wah. The more I try, the more mcm melakat jari jemari anie kan texting sama ia either arah MSN atau through messaging. See my point? No matter how bad that person treats you, nda jua kamu sampai ati kan?? thats the same thing goes to me... pebaik tia ia confessed arh bini bini lain yang ia suka bini bini atu... nda jua ku sampai ati kan balas bh. Sakit tu memang lah..tipu la kalau ku ckp I didnt even care kalau terjadinya catu.

Tapinya at the same time, my feelings towards him sama maseh kah? atu bh yang ku persoalankan. fades away kah? huhuh... bh kan sembahyang istikarah like I'm suppose to do it, nda jua tergerak ati ku. Salnya I'm afraid to know siapa yang Allah tunjukkan to me. Sounds scary? aku anie nda kali nya. To tell you the truth ah, banyak kali dah bh I caught him done something that apa nie... apanah? hehehe anu.. something yang menyakitkan atiku, ganya entah ah..nada bh tergerak ati ku kan membalas.kan d katakan baik.... nda jua baik aku anie.. ganya just trying to be nice bh... *nda sama kah tu? ahhaa* ganya I know how it feels to be hurt... *CEYHHHHH*

bh cua kamu bh....sampai kan ati kamu?? kalau kan di ikutkan, rasa kan d tatak2 plg tu urg atu... bukan g kan d tatak2, tarus bh d balikan tanah tuk ia tidur selama2 nya.. hahaha atu kejam banar.

apa g kan ku ckp kan ah? ermmmm hopefully esuk nada perkara2 yang berijap atau anie lagi pelik yang terjadi... Amin....

Dengan itu, saya sudahi luahan ini ....

Wabilahitaufik hidayah, wassalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh

Bosan teramat sangat

2009-03-18T16:46:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum;

Hari anie 18th March kah? ehhehe .... Want to wish my old friend, NURHAJIDAH a happy birthday.... wish you all the best girl.

So yeah, on the other hand, I just wondering how life will be if there's no problems. Seriously, lately many problems came up. I'm not saying that I don't appreciate on what I have now, tapinya kan.... mau jua ku tu ah langsung nada masaalah atu. My point is... currently I'm confused to chose someone to be part of my life.... GET IT??? hahah

Bh nanti tah g ku bercerita.. ngaleh ku ehhehehe

2009-03-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

Just short and simple post.... Happy Birthday Afiq Safwan...

Definition of Love

2009-03-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

What is the real definition of love? Love has many different meanings to all different types of people. There are many stages of love at different ages and different types of love. My definition of love is caring about someone so deeply that your like would be very different with out them there would always be a little piece of yourself missing if they pass away or leave you. Your life is incomplete when they are away and you would do anything to protect them or to make them happy. When I think of love I think of a couple sitting by the ocean holding hands and kissing. The feeling of love is “that can't eat cant sleep reach for the stars world series kinda stuff”. But this definition and the way that I portray and believe in love differs from yours, the classrooms, and probably many other people. “Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete” (Sophocles).

My definition of love is what I personally think of it. The definition that I gave is what I think of when thinking of a couple (being in a relationship with another person.) This is my interpretation of love as an 18-year-old female. But when I was a little kid I thought of love in a completely different way, and when I am older and wiser I will probably think of love differently also. As an a teenager I realize that I have not experienced the real meaning of life yet and that I have not seen all there is to see in the world so how could I understand the “real” definition of love? How can anyone really know the real definition of love? I believe that love is one of the hardest words in the dictionary to actually understand and know the true definition.

There are so many different types of love. There is little kid love, teenage love, friendship love, family love, marriage love and parent to children love. All of these different types of love have similar meanings but have a little something different to be unique. Clearly when you're a little kid you don't really know what love is. Yes, you love your parents and your family and your friends but children don't get the concept of actually loving someone. Teenagers and their concept of being “in love” most people think they are crazy because teenagers have no idea what love is. That is usually what is said when people hear of teenagers being in love. Teenagers believe they are in love after possibly being with someone for just a few weeks or months can you actually be in love with someone after just that short period of time? And if you are in love with that person then why do you not spend forever with them? Another interpretation of love for me is having that person in your life forever, and teenagers fall in and out of love all of the time so is it actually love? Who can really tell?

Friendship love is different for everyone; everyone loves their friends and would probably be lost without them. I believe friends are the purity in life and without them every one would be a little crazy. Friendship love is knowing that you will always have someone to call, cry to or just to be there for you when you need him or her most. I think that friendship love is one of the best kinds of love because you may fight and be mad but true friendship will last even if you argue and don't talk for a while you can go back like nothing ever happened.

Family love, everyone has family members and everyone loves there family. But this kind of love is very different then a relationship kind of love because your dealing with a different type of feeling, but it is still love. When people are around their families they are there real selves. No questions asked no one is judging them they can be free to be themselves. “Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind” (Dr.Seuss). Families will always love you for you. No matter what happens, how bad you screw up and the mistakes that you make your family will always be there to have your back. That is true love and an unbreakable bond that no one can really explain or come between.

Marriage love, how do people know that this is where they belong for the rest of their lives, that the love they have for this person will last forever and that they can trust this person to be good to them and make them happy forever, at my age I see it very hard to know this. But that's where love comes in, when you love someone enough to make them apart of your life forever. "The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.”(Nickolas Sparks, The Notebook) That said by Nickolas Sparks is what I believe is a deep everlasting feeling of love.

Love to me is always caring about the person not wanting to be without them and not being mad or staying mad at the person. When does this ever happen though? Hardly ever. When people are in love they argue, they fight, they have disagreements and it is usually never as perfect as most people picture love to be. At first they might have a difficult time trusting the person that they love and through out there loving relationship they may have disagreements but it is worth it. Love is worth the trouble and the baggage that comes along with it because love gives meaning to life and without love life would be so boring.

P/S: Correct me if I'm wrong, lead me to the best way to be loved and teach me to trust my love ones.

Random Questions

2009-03-11T13:57:00.002+08:00

What's his/her full name?
- Ak Abdul Rahman bin Pg Emran

Does she/he has a bf/gf?
- tanya ya

Do you know a secret about her/him?
- some

How old is the person?
- 21

Has he ever cooked for you?
- ada B? hahaha

Is this person older than you?
- yeap

When was the last time you thought of this person?
- last time??? owh no !!! I'm thinking of him almost every moment

Are you related to this person?
- yeap... my soul mate

Do you have a nicknames for each other?
- yeap

How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
- uncountable

Do you think he will repost this?
- tidak sekali mahupun sekala

Could you live with this person?
- I could

Why is this person your number one?
- unexplainable

Have you seen this person cry?
- nope

How long have you known this person?
- long enough

Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
- yeap

Have you ever had a sleepover with her/him?
- BIG NO

If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
- awu

Have you ever given this person something?
- yeap

Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
- NOOOO

Do you know everything about this person?
-

Have you ever made something with this person?
-

Have you fought before?
-

Have you and this person got into a beach?
- yeap

Does this person have a scar?
-

Is he/she on drugs?
- NDA

Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
- nope

Has this person ever seen you dance?
-

Have you ever heard this person sing?
-

Do you know this person's Friendster password?
- yeap

Does this person cry a lot?
-

2009-03-09T15:41:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Selamat Menyambut Maulidul Rasul

so yeah

last night, my cousins and I watched football match
it was

DPMMFC (2) vs Woodlands (1)

bek jua manang...
kalau nda bh..hay
sia sia ber hujan hahaha

p/s: Kepada sesiapa yg meliat gambar2 d atas... minta maaf eyh.. terpaksa singitkan kepala hahaha
exercise bh
=)

2009-03-06T21:15:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to my Twins Cousin

Nurnabilah and Nurnabihah

happy 6th birthday....

2009-02-24T15:02:00.008+08:00

I wanted to wish a happy birthday to my cousin
MOHD KHAIRUL AMAN BIN HJ YAKUB
20th? tua eyhhh hhahahaha

P/s: Taken at Orchard Parksuites, Singapore's elevator

Us making silly faces =)

p/s: Taken at Singapore General Hospital

May Allah Bless You Always
Be a good and strong boy

We also feel sad for the lost of your dad,
May Allah Bless Him

Al-Fatihah

am I your DESTINY?

2009-02-26T17:02:00.001+08:00

what if i never knew
what if i never found you
i'd never have this feeling in my heart
how did this come to be
i don't know how you found me

but from the moment i saw you
deep inside my heart i knew

baby you're my destiny
you and I were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
i give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
you were always meant to be my destiny

i wanted someone like you
someone that i could hold on to
and give my love until the end of time
but forever was just a word
something i'd only heard about

but now you're always there for me
when you say forever i believe

maybe all we need is just a little faith
cause baby i believe that love will find the way

cry enough??? argggg

Mini One

2009-02-25T17:36:00.002+08:00

Asslamualaikum

So yeah I just attended a mini reunion
hahaha 2 students only lai
mini banar

so yeah our ustaz treat us....at coffee zone Gadong
kajap ganya sejam kali saja
only Ariff and I saja yang datang

so yeah...
anything else? =)

2009-02-21T14:43:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

It's gonna be a short post

I just wanted to wish a happy belated birthday
to My Walking Diary and One Of My Penyeluru Friend

Mohd Yasir a.k.a Yoshi a.ka Apekku a.k.a SMGku
may Allah bless you always
AMIN

Sorry nada gambar lai... hahaha nanti tah mencari =)

2009-02-14T21:25:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 15th MONTHSARY LOVE :)

On Hiatus For A Week

2009-02-12T13:34:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

To all my friends,
I will be on hiatus for a week
I'm not sure if I will up date starting from tomorrow
why??

I'm off to Singapore for a week to visit my uncle.

So yeah
I'm going to set my blog as a public view in case you people miss me =)

so you're welcome to drop some comments at my cbox
*kalau kan ganya mengucap2 jgn tah dulu)*

so yeah
anything else?

Malay Spelling Test

2009-02-04T14:24:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum
Sorry been a while nda posting.

So erm...
I have this funny story which come up into my mind almost all of the time.

Kan ada this my little cousins, durang anie twins
so kemarin anie memajal nie durang nda mau sekulah
last last tau tah ku napa durang nda mau skulah.

Iatah kata babunya
twin the second -Nabihah- yang memajal nda mau skulah
sebab ada Spelling Test Bahasa Melayu..
I was like WHAT???? BAHASA MELAYU PUNYA SPELLING TEST??

hahaha

Hey waitttt

When I was in primary 1, at the age around 5 kali ( sama mcm c twins awal anie)
I never passed my Malay Spelling Test you know~
hahaha
banar~

I used to cry in the morning (coz my class starts at 12.30pm @ PGGMB Telepok)
begging MUM and DAD not to send me to the school coz I can't spell correctly
HAHAHAHA

mana inda.. cgnya g ganas hehehe SORRY Cg
pernah sekali.. sampai berjanji sama mummy anie bh supaya ia nda suruh skulah
mengamuk sakan ku time atu and even time tu kana record kali ah masa ku mengamuk ah
menangis nangis anie wah nda mau skulah sebab nda pandai spelling Bahasa Melayu hehehe
Thanx to my aunties yang meng-record ah hehehe
I still remember time tu hari Rabu tu..
hahaaha
panat...
Now, I'm about turning to 20 years old....
But I still remember how funny it was
seriously man
I don't know how to spell Malay words correctly
not until I was in primary 4 or 5 tu kali baru tah lurus
hehehe
MALUUUU KAMEK EYHHH

During that time, my mum's twins maseh hidup tu..
I guess
huhhuh I missed my old days anyways

so yeah
so now, when c Nabihah said she doesn't want to go to school coz of MALAY Spelling test
bh... senyum2 tah ku tu ehhehehe

2009-02-02T14:50:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Amalish

Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/ her.

1. She's friendly.

2. Caring.

3. My photoshop tutor.

4. My Accounting Mate.

5. Big Fan of Tweety.

6. Siuk d bawa bergossip.

7. Sekalinya mental and emosi....beriwatir.

8. One of My Walking Diary.

9. The one who introduced PLUK to me.

10. One of the chubbiest among The Dangs... eeee dari dulu dah ku gigtan kan ia ehehheeh kan Mal...

Tagged by Sakura

1. Very quiet.

2. My Accounting Mate.

3. She's into Korean Movies.

4. Loves to laugh.

5. She's often wearing glasses and likes to use cutex .

6. She's taller than me.

7. Berbf?? nda ku tau hahaha.

8. Knows how to play netball.

9. Never talked behind people's back.

10. Cleverer than meeeeee

2009-01-30T20:22:00.002+08:00

Tagged By Rabiee

1) Where and when was your last kiss?

Kissed by who?? Kalau c KAKA, entah ah..kan tiap2 malam ia curi2 cium pipi ku... eeeee geli I.... rasa kan d gasa sama penggasa dawai bh!!.

2) What color underwear/boxers/thong wearing now?
WTF???

3) What are you listening to right now?
NONE

4) Whats your favorite numbers?
14 and 11

5) What was the last thing you ate?
Zinger Burger, KFC

6) When was the last time you smiled?
I smile all the time =)

7) How is the weather right now?
Nda ku meliat d luar lai..sibuk ku nie membuat apa yang di tagged leh c Rabie

8 ) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Bapa.....

9) What is your worst habit?
Nada.. aku anak yang baik huhahaha

10) Do you drink?
Drink? memang lah aku minum... nda kan inda... kebakuan krg ku kalau ku nda minum pas makan.. hahaha apakanzzz OII NADA KU PERNAH MINUM YANG MEMABUKKAN TU AH... NAUZUBILLAH

11) Do you smoke?
soalan apa kah ini??? NDA LAH!!! ADA KU KANA TABUNG

12) When was the last time, if ever, you blacked out?
HUH??

13.) Girlfriend/Boyfriend?
Aku ada boyfriend..namanya c Jirafah bin Jiraf

14) Your Hair color?
YELLOW

15) Eye Color?
White huhahahha

16) Do you wear contacts?
awu

17) Favorite day?
entah eyh.... semuanya ku suka

18) Favorite Month?
November

19) Have you ever cried for no reason?
yeap

20) What was the last movie you watched?
Bed Time Story

21) Favorite Day of the Year?
November, 14th

22) Are you too shy to ask someone out?
nda... kalau ku malu.. nda tah ku meng-ajak ia kuar.. hahaha apaknzzzz

23) Last advice you received?
ermmmm

24) What was the highlight of your weekend?
entah eyh

25) Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla

26) What is the last text message you received?
Denda! Me mau ******!***** nanti jaga u lau nada~ menyamal me nie~

27) What is the last text message sent?
ahahahaha menyamalll wuuu bh ******** saja ah..... k tu ahahhahaha

28) Who was the last person you call?
HRD's Lady

29) What was the last sports game you watched?
erm nada ahhaha

30) When was the last time you slept in someone else’s bed?
last night

31) Favorite movies?
entah

32) Favorite football Team?
Man United

33) What were you doing before this?
texting with c Jirafah ku

34) Any pets?
yeap... cat

35) Favorite Drink?
air paip! murah yaw... nda ber campur dengan mana mana perisa! natural!

36) Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
plain

37) Dogs or cats?
babi kali??? kucing lah! ahhaha

38) Favorite flower?
lavender and white rose

39) When was the last time you got in trouble?
aku anak baik kali ah..mana ada trouble2an anie...

40) Have you ever loved someone?
ever loved?? I am now

41) Who would you like to see right now?
would it be full filled if I tell you??

42) Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
Yeahhhh

43) Have you ever fired a gun?
memigang pun nda pernah

44) Do you like to travel by plane?
awu eyh.. bukan g plane... kai perahu g ku suka... huahaaha

45) What websites do you go to frequently,besides friendster?
Facebook and Blogger

46). If you could be with anybody right now who would it be?
Si Nur Najihah binti Othman kali??? hahaha c Jirafah bin Jiraf lahhhh sapa g

47) How many pillows do you sleep with?
4

48) Are you missing someone?
nda eyh..bahapa ku kan rindu org... ia yang rindu aku.. huahaha kompident aku ah

49) How was your day?
siukkkk.. taie pau... ngaleh kali ah dari Miri ah... uleh sikit jua ganya

Dear Cousin

2009-01-29T22:13:00.002+08:00

si ku
Ak Mohd Farid bin Pg Hj Tengah
18th??
ilegal dah nie....

so erm and for your O'level, AS'Level and A'Level grades

form MYSELF, your families and your friends

2009-01-24T14:11:00.004+08:00

Deej and Sheema??
erm
I've known them since form 2
gila yaw... nearly 7 or 8 years??
Deej?
wa.... cali nie this girl
I started to notice yang ia anie cali
masa ada one time..kami berdiri arah dpn mejanya..
time tu form 2.. I said "eyh kan berkantut ku eyh"
yang calinya... Ia tutup covered minuman coa colanya pulang bukan idungnya

She's the type yang kalau sekalinya perasaan.. nauzubilah perasaannya
and the most important thing.. ia anie jenisnya bari watir
TAPI
ia nda kejahatan

Now She's in love with her bf heehhe apakanzzz aku ah

Sheema??
pendiammmmm
banar tah...
kalau sekalinya d bawa beribun... ketawa plg..ganya pendiam bhh ia anie
baik.... nda mengucapkan urang jenisnya
ada urang cakap ia berjalan control ayu
I tell you people... bukan control ayu tu lai...andang caranya berjalan dari form 2 dah tu ku liat
bek jua tu berjalan perlahan lahan...ayu.. darinya ganas berjalan
ja???

so erm apa lagi??

Amalish is the name

2009-01-21T20:53:00.004+08:00

Recognize this girl next to me??
NDA???
Ok lah...
I tell you sapa

She's Amal Nadiah
She's my Accounting Mate...

Kami nda pulang berapa rapat I mean masa awal awal....
Erm She's very friendly and Caring...
Maybe some people would define her caring as busy body...
tapinya for me... caring nya anie mcm entah ah... undescribeable
She's amazing yaw...kalau nya emosi sama lah mcm aku...

She's the type if in love with someone..... ertinya sayang berabis tah tu ia kan orang atu
jangan lain fikiran eyh.... don't ever think ia catu sal ia majal..
tapi coz ia banar2 tu syg majal aku ah

Erm... She's the girl yang selalu ngajar aku using photoshop
mengajar or meng-guide me on some stuffs

so erm... apa lagi ah??

Dengan ku bergossip, mengumpat.. kan Mal?
Now.. She's in love with someone..

GP Mates

2009-01-20T14:47:00.003+08:00

So yeah;
I have something interesting to post right here...

Recognize them?
hahahha
From the left: YASIR and Waliy

I met Yasir during GP Class. How? He's the first guy-mate talked to me. This is because, Miss Adyani (our GP Tutor) was assigned us as pair. Gila... I thought ia pendiam hantap.
TAPI
nauzubillah.... penyelurunya mengalahkan peluru berpandu.... Bukan lagi penyeluru... bibiran mengalahkan machine gun HAHAHAHA
Tapi ada one time kami nda betagur.. kan Sir? pasal apa tu? aku napuk seluar katak mu? ahhahahaha

Waliy? erm same goes like Yasir.... He's my GP Mate. Pendiam? Awal awal pendiam eyh, sekali dah berhari hari bercakap sama ia... Hay hanya kami saja tau hahahahah
Other than that, over reacted imagination, funny.. kalau ia present ah.nda sah kalau kami nda ketawa lehnya... Ja? ahhaa mana inda..dengan gaya gayanya lagi hahaha
Miss pun ketawa bah olehnya ehhehe

so.... anything else?

READ MY PREVIOUS POST CAREFULLY!

2009-01-19T23:57:00.004+08:00

To Whom It May Concern

Let me clear this to you ah...

1) Lapas ia putus sama bf nya.. ask her cana ia layan aku....
2) Masa kan GP exam dapan Admin... tanya ia cana ia tagur aku.... Langsung endah tak endah ia menagur!
3) Masa ia cari indexnya... ia ckp aku KURANG AJAR!!! like wth??? bila ku kurang ajar arahnya ah
3) Masa the day after urg Geo abis exam... kami membuat borang beranti, tanya ia,ia tagur aku atau nda?? I menagur c Djah saja.. aku??dui ma

Tanya ia cana ia menagur aku.. IA KHAIRAN AKU NDA NAGUR IA??
HELLO!!
LAPAS EXAM GP, ADA IA TAGUR AKU ARAH MSN?? ADA??
KALAU AKU NDA MENAGUR IA... SATU HABUK PUN IA NDA MENAGUR AKU

KALAU IA MEMBASAR2KAN SAL MEMBLOCK ARAH MSN
AND I TELL YOU WHAT, SEMUA URG KU BLOCK ARAH EMAIL ATU
BUKAN IA SAJA... COZ AKU NDA MEMAKAI EMAIL ATU LAGI
GET IT??

IA NDA BAGI AKU PERMISSION MEMBACA BLOGNYA..NADA JUA KU SIBUK2

ONE MORE THING FOR SURE, I NEVER SAID IA MEMBURUK2 AKU...
READ MY POST CAREFULLY

WHAT SHE DID TO ME??
ANSWER MY PREVIOUS POST DULU, WHY SHE TREATED ME THAT WAY!
I DNT MIND KALAU IA NDA SHARE MASAALAHNYA SAMA AKU

BUT I DO MIND CARA IA MENAGUR AKU..CARA IA LAYAN AKU

SAPA DULU MULAKAN??

aku banyak musuh???
kalau tau sapa saja musuhku ah..bh sabutkan tah sapa saja!

Aku bukan memalukan diriku..
read my post carefully!!

2009-01-19T15:43:00.003+08:00

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN:
PLEASE READ MY PREVIOUS POST CLEARLY!

So yeah
I'm still awake with a fresh air con
so here's the thing
the purpose I'm blogging is to clear the air

what ??
Yess! I wanted to confess about something!

Few days ago
I heard about this complain about me
At first I would not give a damn about it
HOWEVER
I'm sick to death coz this keeps on bothering my mind

So, back to my story
there's a person (not to be mentioned)
Lets just call this person as 'Jerk'
so kindly told a friend of mine something about us *me and this jerk*
luckily my friend didn't really bother on what happened
then Jerk did mention that I've blocked Jerk's email on my MSN

HELLOOO LIKE DURHHH
SO WHAT???

Let me tell you why
You have been avoiding me since your dramatic stories begin
You treated me like I was the one who caused your dramatic stories
and You even not letting me to view your blog when you used to let me to read it
LIKE WHAT????
DO I EVEN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT???

WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU HUH??
STABBED YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK?
LETTING YOU STARVED WHEN YOU DID NOT BRING ANY OF YOUR LUNCH'S MONEY??

I see why you do not have any LONG LAST FRIENDSHIPS

NOW, should I feel guilty that I've blocked and deleted your email???
HELL NO!!!!

Who are you to me anyways?
If you dare to do bad stuffs to me, WHY CAN'T you get the same??

Wake Up and Stand On The Real World!

I would not write this unless someone has started it at first!

ASK FOR AN APOLOGY??
YOU STARTED IT, YOU FINISHED IT!!

** I know I'm using so many bad words, SO??? Its FREEDOM OF SPEECH, RIGHT??
krg ah nda g batah, ada tah nie MINAH2 nda di undang meng CRITIC post anie, SO WHAT?? Jaga saja perangai diri ah, jgn tah ikut campur hal urg, kalau diri tu baik sangat mana saja tah, ia jua samanya kejahatan ngucap urang saja.

SO ANYTHING ELSE??

NOT CLEAR???

DID I EVER MENTION YOU NEVER SHARE YOUR SAD STORIES TO ME???
WHO STARTED IT FIRST NOT TO TALK TO EACH OTHER??

kau endah tak endah tagur aku..pernah ko pikir apa perasaan ku???
bini2 kan selama 2 tahun sama aku.... ke hulu ke hilir sama aku..dari awal bell lonceng mula kan register sampai kan abis FINAL CLASS OF THE DAY although ganya bersebalahan class... last2 menagur aku masa exam GP dengan angkat kirai???? dengan muka yang mcm inda ikhlas CEMATUU???
thats how good friend treat their friends???

THINK ABOUT IT!!!!

Secondly,
DID I MENTION ABOUT YUR FRIEND C ****????
did I say yang ia ucap aku alim arah my post atu??? ada??
did I marah marah yang u're close sama ia??? did I???

FYI!
I'm nothing to you kan melarang sapa dengan mu rapat! get it??

ertinya, lapas c **** tagur aku alim atu, ia gtau kau lah tu???

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I SHOULDN'T BE SURPRISED with that since you guys rapat.... ja??

and FYI

masaalah anie nada kena mengena sama ia... neither IRA!

tanya diri mu sendiri..napa ko endah tak endah melayan aku... napa masa kan exam gp ko mcm nda sudi kan tagur aku..even C AMAL NADIAH tagur aku ... she said *fizz tu c Ayai...* ko mau tau apa ku ckp arahnya?? * I SAID, AWU SUDAH KAMI TAGUR TADI.. N AKU NDA MAU KACAU I SAL IA KAN ADA EXAM CHEM PTG ANIE...* aku sanggup bersumpah demi ALLAH aku cakap catu arahnya... N I DIDNT EVEN TELL HER THE TRUTH!!

seee sapa mulakan?? aku???
NOW AMALISH, I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS.. ANIE TAU TAH KO REASON NAPA ... SORRY MENIPU KAU HARI TU.

YOU EVEN SAID KURANG AJAR ARAH KU MASA KO NDA TERCARI INDEX NUMBER MU....
LIKE WTH???
AKU KAH PUNYA PASAL????

KO NDA NAGUR AKU, ADA KU CKP KO KURANG AJAR?? ADA???

ONE THING FOR SURE

*When I first met you, once you entered the Audi, to search for me coz you know we're in the same group tutor,
I thought you are the right friend to chill with, to share all my sadness and happienss other then Deejah and Shimah...
I thought you're the one who can be my shoulders, my walking diary .....
I thought having a friend like you as if like having another best friend who not only can listen to all my stories but also can share your problems and your difficulties in your life with me....

Well I know,
I just realised that not all my thoughts are true
I just realised that not all my thoughts are going to be perfect
I just realised that not all my thoughts suits you!!

THATS ALL I CAN SAY....